Communication Differing

Differing of communication of beliefs Escaping rage the only thing that reliefs Drunk on your self worth and pride All your flaws and insecurities you hide Practicing selfishness and no empathy But then you lie only for some sympathy Causing fury I feel to build up even more You turned the knob but then shut the door In my changed soul I've become so torn Gaining gratification from growing ego as **** You've forced my secret thoughts and feelings Angering my heart and soul with each of your dealings Socialized gatherings have turned so sour of a taste To my wondering mind and bleeding heart a true waste What was once ever so real Now is so fake solid as steel Wearing your ignorance on your arrogant face You act as if it's a competition like some grand race You jock for position by kissing ass So clear to me like reflecting glass So drunk and full of yourself now To bend no one can teach you how