Premiere Contest WinnerCome and Find Me In My Solitude

Come, come and find me in my solitude
You shall see the hidden facet of this girl so prude
You shall see the real me
The wild side which I keep repressed for the sake of societal civility

Pray, the real me is sensual
Yes, the real me relishes the physical, the carnal
The real me thrives there where there is feminine freedom
Freedom, exquisite and intense without ever fearing of being fallen!

The real me is broken
Yes, the real me is lost in a mirage
A mirage which would never be put into usage
A mirage which caused my heart to be sunken

The real me, then, is empty
Devoid of emotions for the lot of humanity
Even if I do keep writing of philanthropic poetry
Why, the real me is void, too busy swirling in emotional misery

The real me is a half human girl with magical powers
The real me can fly, can turn into mythical creatures
The real me can even bid life to go as she does will
The real me is good in mystery and skilled as well!

The real me is so orthodox, 
To the extent of celebrating purity
To the extent of denigrating the loss of morality
The real me hates that which causes one to be sinful!

The real me relishes the mystery of life
The real me thirsts for death
For the real me is bent on faith
Faith which promises of other realms, of that God, bold and handsome!

The real me yearns for more of mystical love
Yes, for love which can transgress Earth and the celestials
The real me is and shall remain a mystery for humankind
For eons and eons to come!

The real me, then, is a solo Queen
Soft, sensitive, gentle and at times, so mean
The real me can hurt and kill for that which I believe in
The real me, though, abides by Truth!

Why, the real me is who I am in my solitude
The real me is deep and wild, so different from the side so prude
That I do show to the world
Yes, the real me is always in ecstasy with my own being!

The real me is complex and complicated
The real me is two faced, two sided
The real me is hard to be demystified
The real me, though, is, for the sake of being!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Keuter Avatar
December 7, 2016 at 8:43 AM
congratulations...
Johnson Avatar
December 6, 2016 at 11:12 AM
Anoucheka. Very probing. Congrats on your winning placement.
Krampe Avatar
December 5, 2016 at 3:39 PM
Congrats on your win, Anoucheka. All the best, Agnes
Gangabissoon Avatar
December 6, 2016 at 9:39 AM
Thks Agnes :)
Vinson Avatar
December 5, 2016 at 2:19 PM
Hoo Aah! Powerful, honest, fascinating - you truly share yourself here, Anoucheka. Cheers, Doug.
Gangabissoon Avatar
December 6, 2016 at 9:39 AM
Thks Doug :)
White Avatar
December 5, 2016 at 1:19 PM
Ooohh. really beautiful, Well deserved, big congratulations :)
Gangabissoon Avatar
December 5, 2016 at 1:19 PM
:) Thks so much Heidi!! :)
Gangabissoon Avatar
December 5, 2016 at 1:19 PM
Thks Darren :)
Sands Avatar
December 5, 2016 at 1:18 PM
Wow! Well done. Congratulations! :)
Gangabissoon Avatar
December 5, 2016 at 1:20 PM
Thks Heidi :)
Teagan Avatar
December 5, 2016 at 1:08 PM
Wow, I can see you put your heart into this... congratulations on taking first place in the contest.
Gangabissoon Avatar
December 5, 2016 at 1:10 PM
Thks Rebecca!! :)
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