Colourless Rainbow

A mental wall of pain and thrall With silent sobs and bodies sprawled Onto this note I hastily scrawl The memories that I recall I recall a rainy night With blood so red at sheets so white I was sad and filled with fright It feels like now, from Hell I write A blackened soul, a heart so cold An empty mind, a fragile soul This pain I barely cannot hold I've almost lost my self-control A deep inhale and then deeper I thrust I don't really want to do it, but I must Not a soul in this world I can truly trust This world is purely useless and unjust I can no longer live with this pain If I remain I will not stay sane I will have to be caged and restrained To not cause pain to those in my way To paint the glistening snow a warm red Then put your cold body back in your bed I write a note to deceive the fools Then at night, I take them too My will is strong, please help me rot Because alive, I'm just a dot Around my neck is a slipknot Cause live like this, I cannot Say that again, cause I forgot What made blood on my arms a lot And your aggression is quite odd You are the victim, I am not