Colourless Rainbow
A mental wall of pain and thrall
With silent sobs and bodies sprawled
Onto this note I hastily scrawl
The memories that I recall
I recall a rainy night
With blood so red at sheets so white
I was sad and filled with fright
It feels like now, from Hell I write
A blackened soul, a heart so cold
An empty mind, a fragile soul
This pain I barely cannot hold
I've almost lost my self-control
A deep inhale and then deeper I thrust
I don't really want to do it, but I must
Not a soul in this world I can truly trust
This world is purely useless and unjust
I can no longer live with this pain
If I remain I will not stay sane
I will have to be caged and restrained
To not cause pain to those in my way
To paint the glistening snow a warm red
Then put your cold body back in your bed
I write a note to deceive the fools
Then at night, I take them too
My will is strong, please help me rot
Because alive, I'm just a dot
Around my neck is a slipknot
Cause live like this, I cannot
Say that again, cause I forgot
What made blood on my arms a lot
And your aggression is quite odd
You are the victim, I am not
Copyright © Kevin Crossed | Year Posted 2017
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