climbing up

As I climb up – I wonder about what I am leaving behind. Am I leaving my roots or just some old boots Am I leaving my blames or just some old flames Am I walking away or just being the first to climb a new pathway !! As I climb up - I wonder will I meet you at the top or will you wait for me to slide down … Will you walk beside me or rush behind me I wonder if you like to hold my hand and sometimes guide me … As I climb up – sometimes I wonder how far this journey goes … is it okay to pause and rest Am I crazy to take this steep stretch or cruising the flat lands is the best Am I scaling new grounds or escaping the mundane rounds As I climb up – I wonder the exhilarating feeling of reaching the high or Will I already be ecstatic with all the bonds I made with my fellow travelers till we say goodbye !