Circle of Despair

I go round and round in a circle of Despair eventually I starting not to care people they talk they points they stare heed my destruction get back beware it's a struggle I go threw up in my head give it never seems to matter what the voices have said but my addiction is a demon it must be cats there is appetite for Devastation sees no bed it's always ready to attack and devour I need some strength and tons of willpower my addiction is killing me Slowly by the hour it literally makes my stomach sour so here I stand a desperate Soul lost and sad get wanting to feel whole like a disease fish dying in its bowl my addiction has grabbed the hold and it's taking its toll I will swallow my pride and get down on both knees to be by my side I beg you please because you and I know with your love I can beat this disease