Childhood Dissaray

It’s been years since I’ve went back To that hole I grew up in Surrounded by pitch black walls And cold nights like you can’t imagine Always in the corner of the room With my knees and arms held together Laying my head down, thinking…. That this misery can last forever And as each day grew colder My soul then became even darker I forgot about happiness, That in this life that’s what mattered… I’ve seen the future… I’ve seen the chaos yet to come And I’ve begun my preparations Never look back, just run… That old house I grew up in A life without meaning, a life filled with sins A time of only sadness Only horrid memories it holds within I cry at the thought of returning To that place I call hell… That when we finally rest our eyes It’s in that vile place my soul will dwell… Eliel202