Child Inside

Childe Inside

Sadness falls over me
I can feel my heart aching
Remembering
That little girl

Child Inside

Hurt and alone
Never fitting in
Wanting so bad to break down
Feeling strong for everyone
She will never have a chance to 
Let those tears fall
Let go of the pain

Child Inside

Tears fill up my eyes 
As I reminisce about days gone by
The sadness, pain, confusion
Guilt and shame
Made growing up difficult

Child Inside

Remembering how 
Not knowing where I belonged
Never comfortable in my own skin
Always doing my best to fit in
Wanting just one real friend
Knowing the ones I had were fake
I never honored
The wish that came from inside
It has taken a very long time
For me to see
The real me
To embrace my

Child Inside

Letting her feel
Comforting her when she is down
Picks me up
Helps me keep going
Feeling so much better
Knowing the pain
Is over
I can move on
Embracing my her 
Acknowledging that we are one
Me and my

Child Inside 

By: Jean Shular
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009


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Date: 10/6/2009 3:44:00 AM
Jean, this is an excellent write. Thank you for sharing. Love, Carol
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Date: 10/5/2009 10:40:00 AM
We all carry a child inside with something where it be sad, injury, hurt, happy, total complete normal adjustment, or whatever. I like the way that you put the idea to pen. Keep writing. Sara
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