Chickening Out

Morning coffee, read the paper, brush your teeth and make the bed Start the car up, drive to work with endless chatter in your head. Rhythm’s just a decoy, really, structure faked for social poise Must pretend, must feign an interest. Wouldn’t want to lose the toys. Just ignore the yearning, silly, only fools have dreams these days. Shoulder to the grindstone, Buster, don’t you know what really pays? Over obligate yourself then hurry to the next event. Don’t take time for introspection, musings never paid the rent. Reinforcing concrete walls with rebar to protect from storms. Cyclones of emotion dashed to bits before reaction forms. Hold her steady, make the grade, ignore distractions, toe the line Numbness is a good sign, keep it up and soon you’ll be just fine. Can’t afford admission to tonight’s seductive shadow play. Vulnerability and nakedness too high a price to pay. Courage is for sissies, only children should be reckoned tears. Safest bet’s to keep pretending that you’ve conquered all your fears.