Cheating Hearts

Feeling like we are growing apart, broken trust is the process how it starts. Adulteration I suddenly became, a substance that tends to contaminate. I lessen in the value of your love, from me being unfaithful committing adultery. You start to deprecate expressing the hate, your disapproval begins to belittle. Me saying sorry holds no weight. Abomination arousing your feelings of disgust leaves my head hung. Pulling triggers on a gun, decapitation from hurting your feelings. I pray for forgiveness, I start to feel demented. Love turns to mental illness; I diminish. Do not walk away, please just listen when I told you I love you, I meant it. If you can have mercy on me it will be a blessing. A disposition to forgive, I promise to never do it again. I cannot lose you; you are my collagen the protein that feeds my bones. If you could love me once, we shall overcome. If you can look me in my eyes and tell me your love for me has died, I will regretfully stand a side. My cheating heart slowly withers apart. Love that was once pure and true has now became nonexistence, since the moment I betrayed you. You started your modifications as your emotions start the process of changing. I watch you turn into a mutant because of my cheating. I know there is nothing I can say to comfort you. Your heart is hurting just as much as mines do. As I watch your heart tear apart, both of our heart beats stop. Devitalize as we weaken the consistency of our relations. We both became a cheating heart descended inheriting emotional characteristics. Our hearts dying slowly, while pretending to be living simply coexisting.