Changing In Forms 2 (A Collidascope of a Million Confusions

Every day, finding myself stuck, 
with thy same of thoughts.
Why cant i stop thinking of you.
In hearing your voice,
as it whispers to ear.
These thoughts cess, 
i can no longer speak.

Fall in stature, thy rarest of evils.
Why cant i stop thinking of death.
In recalling your face.
Im brought back, thy catacombs
where mine demon wells.
        
          Look towards thy horrors.
          A collidascope of a hundred million
          words. Just let thy confusion consume
          me. Then let go.

This nameless thing, ruling over me.
Why cant i stop conjuring its name.
And, play, repeat, thy spellings of this word.
Then fall back, calling forth this monster.

          Im willing you, devour who i use to be.
          Thy birth name of this body, is no longer apparent
          here. Just let the confusion consume 
          me I'll never let go.

          Thy darkest of crimson coverings.
          A collidascope of a hundred million
          thoughts. Screaming eat me alive.

          Without you i could never have
          survived.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2007

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March 12, 2016 at 11:54 AM
adrian anthony, Enjoyed the way you expressed every line. Please keep writing, hope to see a new one from you again. LOVE LINDA
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