Care

sometimes caring for someone you love dearly hurts, you try to encourage what is best for them, even though they dont think so. bcos you think its whats best for them, but your having second thoughts, "really? is this right for them? stop think", you just dont know anymore... cos it seems that everything is testing what you have, and its not making it easy. when the world comes crashin down infront of you do you just stare? or do you go against all odds to do the impossible and stop it? lost and i dont know who i am or where i belong. i see the world i onced lived in crashin and its like there a glass wall that i cant break. i cant stop it. but i will my mind to hoping that i can. but i cant. so i wonder. is it because i am a prisoner of my own mind? must i be locked in a prison cell that has not keyhole? abandoned by all, lost in a spiral of depression, Alterego