Capsule

Tight spaced enclosure Swelling of my own inner expense A feeling as if it is over it is over What else is there to give? Living as though incapuslated Fearful of the future for that has gone cold Never thought of usefulness until my day of old Memories and recollection of a deep Meaning of expression and pure being Wrapped inside consumed by my mind Outlet I find you my outlet I chose to write Sanctuary for temporary relief to a proper state Mindset and value a capsule never can replace Balance improperly diagnosing the levels measuring up Downward a spiral of nothing works ship has sunk Try again another new instead of believing the strength he bestowed upon you Faithfully finding and guided me back To a place where my capsule may be a healthy outlet I repeat what this is to me A special way I am comfortable to outwardly release Trauma pain and loss of what once was My confidence and security of safety from them Those whom are more large than I More than just by size by ever building lies This place they have boxed the design into lines A captured beauty essence that has gone frail to wither and die I try to water mine every morning In the belljar where my heart is kept in my chest saved from all the rest Protected shell aware and walled up existence a hell when bottled up Tending to the watery grave at the center of that spot A dark place a hole never fills or goes No matter how much I attempt to hide this truth My heart capsule has more missing less to lose Which is why I try to tend and to care For myself for me I chose this method to share