Capricorn Moon

Feelings, they come and go. When one occurence hits the core; Memories of the past begins to play. I sometimes had to decide how to begin my day before I foreplay; As it turns out, the outcomes will be a probability of 50-50 . People, they always evolve. Sometimes, I wonder whether they're playing their part well; In the end, it all comes to how the environment shapes them. I couldn't blame them for the choices they choose to act on; For I know how different hardships hits people differently. I remind you again; Feelings, they come and go. This time it's the void; I call upon it whenever I feel overwhelmed with my feelings. Sometimes, but most of the time, it's on autopilot; Like a robot who's programmed to feel and not to feel for certain things. At first, I thought it was a hassle; But as I grew older, I begin to appreciate how I came to be. I love my moon in capricorn; I've yet to learn more and love every part about myself. I thought I was hard to love; Later, I found out I was restricting myself all along. I've regretted how my actions hurted every loved ones; And forever grateful for the ones who still remains to be by my side.