Can'T Hide No Longer

I'm lost inside I've tried so hard to hide the truth I've tried too hard to not cry But things get in my head Repeating everything that was and was not said But it doesn't matter anymore Because I'm losing him I've tried to explain I've tried to hold back I took it out all the wrong way The scars will remain All of this has driven me insane I've bit my tongue and swallowed my pride Because I can no longer hide But it doesn't matter in the end Because I'm going to lose him Days will pass and memories will fade But only the hurt caused will remain I've been lost in time Trying to hide the truth Trying to not cry But he's all in my head Thinking of how to reply to all that was said But it won't matter anymore I've lost him Written November 12, 2004