Can'T Go Back

I sit here and remember the good times we all had and how things could be.
Realising I loved you too much and pushed in all the wrong ways that’s just me
I loved you with all my heart but I made mistakes and now I cant go back.
I wish I could have been the man you wanted but I’m not perfect there’s so much I lack.
I know I was jealous and overwhelming and I can’t go back and change history as much as I’d like too.
But I’m hopeful one day you’ll see all the love I had for you and forgive me maybe we could even start a new.
 
I wish I hadn’t let others interfere or hurt you with all the things in anger I said.
But I can’t go back just know I’ll love you always even when I’m dead.
I know what we shared was real and you loved me but I listened to others and let them influence me.
If I could go back I’d ignore all the things they said and not fall for their games then we’d still be.
 
I wish I could go back but know I cant and now all my dreams for us are shattered.
It was a mystery why you loved me and now I’ve lost you, but know by each kiss I was flattered.
I know I questioned to much why you'd love me that was the root for others to start to twist things.
What I should have concentrated on was the love we shared and all the joy to my life your love brings.
But I know we can’t go back I’m still in love with you and always will be.
I just hope you realise for you I will always care and I’m glad you loved me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014


Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Date: 3/23/2014 2:03:00 PM
This is very sad and heartfelt. I feel for you. You are not the only one that makes mistakes. We all do. no one is perfect. One thing is for sure if it is good for you - God will let you have it. If it is not he won't. Sometimes things are not meant to be. Smile Jesus loves you.... Lucilla
Login to Reply
Reardon-Davis Avatar
Quinlan Reardon-Davis
Date: 3/23/2014 2:05:00 PM
thank you
Get a Premium Membership
Get more exposure for your poetry and more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Reflection on the Important Things

Member Area

My Admin
Profile and Settings
Edit My Poems
Edit My Quotes
Edit My Short Stories
Edit My Articles
My Comments Inboxes
My Comments Outboxes
Soup Mail
Poetry Contests
Contest Results/Status
Followers
Poems of Poets I Follow
Friend Builder

Soup Social

Poetry Forum
New/Upcoming Features
The Wall
Soup Facebook Page
Who is Online
Link to Us

Member Poems

Poems - Top 100 New
Poems - Top 100 All-Time
Poems - Best
Poems - by Topic
Poems - New (All)
Poems - New (PM)
Poems - New by Poet
Poems - Read
Poems - Unread

Member Poets

Poets - Best New
Poets - New
Poets - Top 100 Most Poems
Poets - Top 100 Most Poems Recent
Poets - Top 100 Community
Poets - Top 100 Contest

Famous Poems

Famous Poems - African American
Famous Poems - Best
Famous Poems - Classical
Famous Poems - English
Famous Poems - Haiku
Famous Poems - Love
Famous Poems - Short
Famous Poems - Top 100

Famous Poets

Famous Poets - Living
Famous Poets - Most Popular
Famous Poets - Top 100
Famous Poets - Best
Famous Poets - Women
Famous Poets - African American
Famous Poets - Beat
Famous Poets - Cinquain
Famous Poets - Classical
Famous Poets - English
Famous Poets - Haiku
Famous Poets - Hindi
Famous Poets - Jewish
Famous Poets - Love
Famous Poets - Metaphysical
Famous Poets - Modern
Famous Poets - Punjabi
Famous Poets - Romantic
Famous Poets - Spanish
Famous Poets - Suicidal
Famous Poets - Urdu
Famous Poets - War

Poetry Resources

Anagrams
Bible
Book Store
Character Counter
Cliché Finder
Poetry Clichés
Common Words
Copyright Information
Grammar
Grammar Checker
Homonym
Homophones
How to Write a Poem
Lyrics
Love Poem Generator
New Poetic Forms
Plagiarism Checker
Poetry Art
Publishing
Random Word Generator
Spell Checker
What is Good Poetry?
Word Counter