Can Someone Please Light the Fuse

My trauma cost me everything My trauma cast them away My trauma haunts my days Steals my nights Takes control of all my thoughts Takes the angels let's the demons stand tall My trauma is the cause for all my effects This legacy of hurt This foundation of rage Let's my trauma build these walls brick by brick This kinda of trauma don't have a purpose But oh its all so important to me Shuts all them out Shuts me all in Consumes all the light Dark at dawn Trauma opens my eyes I can't escape its chains Can't break its locks Carry its ball and chain wherever I go This trauma is my destruction Can someone please light the fuse.