Can I Call You Later

can i call you later did not mean to be a hater you know that i am really proud i apologize for shouting out loud i know i am just a bucket full of excuses i guess i abused all stages of my uses i do not cry, but instead i internalize my blues all colored that define me has lost all their splendor and hues i never meant to be the main representative of your undeserved doom i know i may not be worth even a hint of actual worth, but i pray you will allow me to call you soon