Can Any One Hear Me

Can any one hear me?Does anyone even listen.Can you even see?The pain within me.Or do I not even want you to worry?About the suffering I am condemned with?Maybe I don't want you to go into a fit of furry,Or I just don't want your eyes to be blurry.Can you even hear me?Does anyone even listen.Can you even see me?Can you even see that I am not happy?I just do not know what to do anymore,I just don't know what to say.I don't want to bother you anymore,I don't know what I'm meant for.I shut everyone out,Pretend its all okay.I don't want to pout,I don't know what life is about.Can you even hear me?Does anyone even listen.Can you even see me?Can you even see that I am not happy?You see me when I push away.You hear me when I scream.But do you ever see me any other day?When I am not sad or just having nothing to say?Do you see me when I try to see you,Or do you just not bother to notice.Until I cry out to you,Just so I can talk to you.You only bother to listen for that time,You only bother to listen to 'be there'But do you really think it will make everything fine?Make your life and mine?Would you call it 'whining?'If I told you I was dying,hat I was talking to you crying.Only for that time.You would see.Only then would your ears be mine.Only then, would you try to find?A way to see.A way to hear.A way to be.To able to actually see me