But For

Night time is hardest I'm all by myself Alone with my thoughts Of you, no one else I turn off the lights Then sit down in my chair I whisper your name But still you're not there I may fall asleep But sometimes I don't I may send a message But sometimes I won't I want you so badly But what can be done? I love you so madly For me you're the one For some, sleep is sweet But for me that's not so There's pain on the journey I don't want to go Some dreams that I've had I woke up from and cried They never were real It felt like I'd died