Broken Again

crashed down burning pain denotes yearning circling down, down, down... smile turns into a frown and crying from trying broken again.... overwhelming never ceases as i spill out into pieces and broken is shattered so much for all that mattered returns pain in the refrain broken again... It isn't so much that I feel it as much as its stays unfixed Its not so much that I can't think its the fact that I stay mixed spread out in all about, are many parts of me, fragments suffering in doubt, and it's all I can see, with care and very aware, Broken again.... only changing into what breaks, not knowing what it takes, losing the will to live still, still becomes a twisted ill, no ground all around, broken again... It isn't so much that I feel it as much as its stays unfixed. It's not so much that I can't think, it's the fact that I stay mixed. the never ending pain is driving me insane what spiritually can I gain? I try to shatter back the latter hac into my soul pray to God, give the yes nod, and surrender control It isn't so much that I feel it as much as its stays unfixed Its not so much that I can't think its the fact that I stay mixed Broken again...