Breaking the Silence

You tried to hide every action you made but spoke of every motion made. Acting untouchable while you moved under moonlight Completely unknown to you I've been holding your flashlight. I saw your destruction on her eye blackened and bruised Making me wish to keep the promise I made to you. Yea I may have been weakened, near death unable to move, But those words I spoke to this day still apply to you. My illness didnt hinder my ability a bit, Just twisted my mind the rest of the way you moronic twit. Your shoe print on the wall Silently creeping through the halls Sorry to say sir I saw it all. She swore a breakdown when I brought her the evidence, But to her I was just a fool and that whole act was evident. You both neglected my intelligence And assaulted me with your ignorance. Lies from day one You really think I didnt know son? Hiding in the basement attempting to make not a whisper But your actions were devilishly apparent. You might have married if I had not intervened, I had her to run to PA to get away from your scene. Had you to delete your e mail to hide even more lies, Love the new one it has me laughing hard, splitting my sides. And you were seen at the park, new woman face to face, how long before your anger has your hand to meet her face? Now your love treats you and I the same, Yet I provided for her.. not treated her like a game. Love the pic from April, the one of you and the child, But yet she had the child lie so she could deny. You chose the wrong lives to step into So now your dark cloud grows darker day by day. Nice to know my hard work kept you afloat, Even while you had two jobs, you're a joke. Not even half a man, might as well be castrated, Just take the pills and become a post-op. Grow some fur and walk on all fours, Might as well become what is perceived. So now I'm nothing more then a permanent negative, Yet every time there was trouble I came running and saved the day. Day in, day out 24/7 I was the phone call she made, When you couldnt do the job it was my job to save. I dont even hate you I actually laugh at your presence, Cause you would have never gotten in without me. That was my folly but I've corrected it now, And see you both for what you truly are... So every night while you lay in your bed instead of sneak through that window, I hope you think of me and how sick it makes you. When things go wrong with this out of state rendezvous, Shes made it clear shes done with me.. So all she has is YOU Thats Not Really Much...