Breakdown

I cry hysterically and scream at the sky. "Come on, God! Do it! Just let me die!" I fall to me knees and start punching the ground. Wow.. I'm pretty screwed all around. All I ever wanted was a normal life. Now my mother as to hide my pocket knife... I collapse on my bed and scream... Why is God so mean?!?! What did I do to deserve it all?? Will my life get better? Or am I destined to fall...?