Melissa Acevedo Poet I do not know?

Bottled Up Inside

as the days go by the racing thoughts wont stop
it comes to the point where i can feel my heart drop
past memories tearing me apart
who knows if i will ever have a fresh start
something has died inside of me and its probably my heart
i grow colder and colder thinking wen will this all stop
flashbacks and im stuck in thought
who would of even known i would fall apart
i can hear the screams echoing in my mind
pain in my stomache and the thoughts of him inside me arent so kind
put the gun to my head and they have taken all i got
why god why me whhy wont this stop
i guess i made this life who knowws what will be next
im sick of the ex n the perverted men offering money for sex
how could i ever respect?
wishful men walking in the door hoping for a score
but when they cross my path i give them my all leaving myself feeling like a foolish 
whore
in my mind i think ive won \
taking everything, even there funds
i sold my soul to the devil
and im trying to buy it back
believe me when i say i been to hell and back...

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Poet Destroyer A March 10, 2016 at 12:04 AM awesome write. LINDA

Magnus Nwagu Amudi Esq July 16, 2011 at 10:47 AM once bitten, twice shy. thoughts found expression in words. even though its your life, you are better than that, created for bigger things, its never late. so start from a fresh new page, move on. nice work

Sara Kendrick July 12, 2011 at 8:34 AM I can feel your pain..Very emotive and expressive work..I hope that this is not your life but a work about the topic of rape, prostitution, and poor self-esteem..Thanks for the kind review of my work..I am glad that you got a laugh from reading..Sara Melissa Acevedo July 12, 2011 at 11:34 AM unforntantly this is my life and this is the only way i can express myself and feel better abput it thanks for taking your time to read my poem =)......melissa

Carol Sunshine Brown July 12, 2011 at 4:26 AM A warm welcome to PoetrySoup I offer to you Melissa. I wish for you the best in your writing endeavors whatever they may be. May you find inspiration by reading some of the poetry written here by other poets. Read and comment on their's and they will return in kind. May the sun shine on you that you might find great joy in your life. Love and blessing always, Carol Melissa Acevedo July 12, 2011 at 6:38 AM thanks carol

Johnny Sumler July 11, 2011 at 7:26 PM Wow! You really put everything into this poem. You can just feel the mood and inner feelings of this piece as if you were speaking directly to the reader! This is a very emotional write, and I hope you overcome the innerstruggle if their is one. Melissa Acevedo July 11, 2011 at 7:27 PM thanks so much for reading =)