Born Again Freak Rewrite

BORN AGAIN FREAK

Was a virgin
long time
waited until he
pulled back that veil;
He kissed me for the first time.

I, never wanted to be
Handled nor touched,
he being my first,
I became weak, for the musk of him.
Innocence replaced with lust.

Through him, I learned to trust
Yearning to explore;
His chemistry intrigued me.

I loved to cuddle
Under him for the foreplay.
I never wanted to go all the way.

New to womanhood,
A shy delight in watching
him undressed.
I awakened to his flavor
I could relish in his touch,

He brought out that
Streak in me, that freak in me.
A natural ability;
That only he could induce.
He squeezed the juice
From my fruit:
No one else could do it.!

In another place in time
Our signals were aligned;
He then becomes aloof to our truth.

Time passed, I could inhale
No one else, others were never
Fresh, always stale.

I stayed in celibacy
Wrestled with that
Spirit in me.
Nearly twenty years without
Sharing sheets.

I became a ‘’re-virgin, for certain’’.
Repulsed by mankind;
Turned my head away
When people spoke to me.
Repulsed by air stirred by any
Other human beings.

After years, he returned
He found me unchanged
Waiting to inhale,
His fragrant smell.

Soon he settled in, we began
To make me laugh again.
He sighted the truth in my eyes,
I could not hide what was inside.

There was a rumbling within;
My eager freak met
Him tit for tat.
He touched places
And I touched him back.

He awakened, me erotically,
Everything was at stake.
The output and intake.

Holding back nothing.
I am his escalated freak
A Volcano, born from
The abstinence.
I withheld, endured…now
Born again a virgin.

This long-awaited touch;
Created a streak in me.
And only he — could bring
Out that freak in me.

He is my spirituality
I love him religiously.
.... and I be born again.
And all is well.!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Ermine Avatar
June 4, 2020 at 6:33 AM
Incredible write, and I hope for your sake it's true.! I can honestly say I can't recall ever having been given shivers by a poem. Yours certainly evoked that in me, beginning from a place of expecting nothing, as I' ve not yet read your work. Looking forward to perusing through many more.!
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October 29, 2022 at 5:49 PM
THHANK YOU/WAS LOOKING FOR SOMTHING TO READ ON APOETRY SHOWW TONIGHT /THANKS...HMM,ILLREAD THIS IS ONNEE THEN!
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