body memory

this is not love
burning my soul to ashes...

this cannot be love
that made my heart scream
until its love fell off at the edge of life

i have waited for a full day
to tell on you to mama
to tell to tell to tell

of how you slipped
into me
whilst i was asleep

creating fear in my heart
with your fierce look at me
ordering me to shhh shhhh shhh shut up

my body carries
a violent memory
of you forcing entry into me
of you soaking my fragile skin
with your stinking sweat

and i know this’ and i know this

that when you imprisoned me in this painful memory
you also imprisoned yourself in guilt –

unless you are a psychopath, remorseless –
Copyright © | Year Posted 2024

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Bell Avatar
November 13, 2024 at 4:21 AM
Tough one, you always hope they get caught, or at least, beaten to death.
Dintlhoane Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 12:11 AM
Thank You! for your comment Paul, we live in a world that is never safe and cruel especially to helpless children.
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