Blind

Someone i care about allot Her problems was self taught She means the world to me We are so close and it hurts to see The pain she is suffering why must this be We always talked she grew me up Why cant her problems just stop I dont know if she will make it through another day Why cant her problems just go away She looks to me for guidance and answers It scares me to think that she might be to far gone And the only person that can save her doesn't want to go on She always talks about giving up and dying And the only reason for holding on is the thought of her daughter crying We are still close even though she is far away mentally I try to talk to her but she doesn't here me She always wants me around But i cant deal with the pain I beat my self up every night knowing That she is not the same Tears stream down my face like pouring rain The love in my heart for her will always remain We have been through allot thick and thin I'm scared to think this is one battle i can not win I search for words to say to make her pain go away It kills me to see her this way, all i can do is hope and pray I want her to get better but i don't know how Its hard for me to help when she is in denial She is losing her memory and her hair is falling out She is shutting down this scares me without a doubt I love her so much i don't know what to do Let it be a dream i dont want this to be true This problem she has turned my life upside down Her once beautiful smile is now a frown The next step, nervous break down I need to help her and it needs to be quick I need to take her pain away so she is not sick How can you tell someone , they need to help themselves Before you can get better and start feeling well How can a person let them self go for so long Without thinking nothing was wrong God how could i be so blind that i could not see That her life was changing in front of me