Blessed Curse

I was blessed by a curse that does slumber within A hole in my soul feeds my half empty heart A conflicting colony of emotions does now tear me apart I am empty yet full of regret, fear and pain Sanity in question, I am mindful yet vain Though love does hide inside, unseen in the dark A small helpless creature crying deep from my heart It longs for escape, time to flourish and grow It begs for such freedoms yet my answer remains no. So i lock up all these emotions and forget the key For empty is nothing and nothing is me.