Bleeding In Pain Aching Inside

Trying to mend what i tore 

Not wanting to hurt no more

But i can't help but feel remorse

I tried to listen to reasons 

But if i go on i would have 
unbearable pain 

Hearing your voice linger in my 
brain

Your words cut deep i can hardly 
explain 

All i feel is bitterness and shame

How can there be so much pain 
in a place

Where there is so much joy

Pieces of my heart now shredded 
lay 

I feel like i never wana love agian 

What has happened has never 
been spoken 

Everything around me has been 
broken 

Slowly darkness creeps 

Sadness without tears i weep

Withering, shrivering 

There's no words just silence

Believing this love was abiding 

But all along i was blinded

Now only emptiness and 
darkness reside

In the darkness of the night 

I break down and cry 

Cutting my skin to feel alive 

Bleeding in pain aching inside...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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