Bit By Bit

only fifteen years old and i'm dying from the inside. Not knowing what to do, or where to continue. feeling deprived from my own life, feeling the worries tingling in my body. haven't slept for days, haven't had a good meal, haven't had any giggles since last month. I'm too weak, bit by bit my strength dies out... Bit by bit i see myself in a casket. mother and father wouldn't even take a second to ask me how I'm doing, Instead they'll just ignore and walk away. I have no one, NO ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just myself xena. I have no reflection, no hope, no future just a horrible thing called lonliness.