Bipolar Mind

?Deep sadness, utter despair trapped in a world that just doesn't care hidden in the darkness afraid of the light stuck in the shadows no hope in sight do i want to be happy? do i want to cry? do i want to live? do i want to die? Not that simple life never is try to fit in instead i stand out feeling drained the struggle is real feel like i'm drowning can't seem to heal so lost so confused so lonely so overwhelmed scared and alone misunderstood looking for refuge stuck in the dark fear in my heart the pain is real emotions running high stuck inside my mind thoughts running wild can't make sense of the chaos just want peace and quiet