Binge Drinking For Nine Years
Binge Drinking For Nine Years!
My binge drinking began whenever I was twenty-one years old and began drinking because I was the only twenty-one year agnostic sober around me so I began drinking excessively and binging because I used it as an escapade from my life, and my problems while I was in the United States Navy, in college and even years after I flunked out, became homeless and jobless
finally had to move, in order to get on back on my feet again
binge drank in order to pass and blackout in order to alleviate my own created problems every night for nine years straight
went bar hopping, club hopping, lots of parties and even through my own parties as well
I did thoroughly enjoy the taste of alcohol as well which is just another excuse
had lots of fun destroying myself by drinking myself to death and waking up hungover everyday and being beyond whinny and pissed off at everything as well
wasn't motivated to work after binge drinking every night however, I had to my job and I did my task whatever they were just being extremely mad and complaining during them
continuously I blamed the United States Navy, and the United States of America's government fault that my mentally were messed up and why I hated most of my life during my service, but I finally realized that alcohol was indeed trying to kill me
and actually was affecting my life, others around me, and especially myself
I finally quit cold turkey and realized that it was the best thing I had ever done
realizing that everything in life is mind over matter, and especially alcohol as well
I have been sober for five years now and it has definitely helped me with solving lots of my problems!
Copyright © Eric Shelman | Year Posted 2019
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