Big Pain - Small Gain

for you, I was all out of action I'm not used to all this mind numbing distraction for me, you used to bring a natural attraction you hit ground zero, where is your inner saviour, your inner hero you traded your strength, for a synthetic shot I left that day, while I still had my mind in tact randomly pick a yesterday, with you thats how far you've fallen your friends, had noticed you've become unstable...this your reality I want no part this artificial climb, bury's who are, you can change your name, you'll snuff out, your natural spark this refusal, is deliberate and defiant, your child has lost the best part of you in her life, you spat out, your used to be, somewhere up the road, ...I could go back and help you try to find it, share the burden... share the load but your frightened...in your used to be what you'll truly find the smell of sound competing for survival, you'll move on attract another, they too will become your rival for you, you're not looking for a good friend, just someone to entertain you, for your misery to contend...