Being Sick Does Not Suit Me

I take another pill because the last one did not kick in fast enough.
Fourth nap of the day, feel disappointed when I wake up.
What do I have to do to get rid of this pain? 
I am grumpy, and irritable. 
My husband hides from me.

I have had a malady too long; I am exhausted and angry.
I do not care what happens next,
I am ready to close my eyes and rest
in a permanent way
My hobbies are not fun.
People have stopped visiting.
There is no purpose to my life.

I take another nap, and a few more pills.
When I wake up I am disoriented.
Is it day time or night? Do I even care?
I hear a tiny voice on my answering machine.
It is my four-year-old grandson.
I hop out of bed and give him a Facetime call.
As soon as I see his beaming smile, I know I want to live.
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Date: 8/2/2021 3:25:00 PM
Caren - I am so sorry that your fever has turned th minutes into hours. My prayers for your speedy recovery. - Ken
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 8/3/2021 4:09:00 AM
Thank you Ken. I appreciate it.
Date: 8/2/2021 12:02:00 PM
hello Caren, i am so glad that you grandson called you to makes you feel so much better. Hugs
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Darlene De Beaulieu
Date: 8/3/2021 10:28:00 AM
Hello Caren, yes the right people come inot your life to uplift you. Yes God is good. Hugs.
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 8/3/2021 4:09:00 AM
I have to admit that the right people uplift me at the right moments; God is good.
Date: 8/2/2021 11:09:00 AM
Yes! And, I wonder what prompted him to call precisely when he did??? You never know...or perhaps you do.
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 8/3/2021 4:10:00 AM
I do know, and you do too.
Date: 8/2/2021 9:28:00 AM
Those little ones bring needed joy!
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 8/3/2021 4:10:00 AM
They make this life worth living.
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