Being Me

The darkness coming, As I turn off the light, The evil inside, Takes shape and flight. Like a lark, With a evil kiss, Taking my breath, Leaving an abyss. Trapped inside my mind, So loudly I scream, I hate these mucking nightmares, I don’t want to dream. Everything's escaping my grasp, The tears falling like rain, No one to dry them, Its driving me insane I hear all there voices, As I answer there questions, I cant face there memories, I hate there mucking lessons. Are they telling the truth, Is this all I'm meant to be, Everything that’s spoilt nothingness, Then I don’t want to be me. I don’t want them to see, What I am inside, I've always failed, At everything I've tried. I pick myself up, Only to be knocked down, My smile is only, An upside down frown.