Being Judged Contest

Please I am tired of it.
Everyday I hear your comedy bit.
All your friends laugh as you poke fun at me.
Its getting old though, let me be. 
Kids can just be so mean.
But this gets worse when I become a teen.
They judge me because I am overweight. 
They repeatedly tell me I'll never get a date. 
I don't know why they take it to the extreme.
With every word they say, I lose more self-esteem.
I am so nervous, I stutter when I read to the class aloud.
Now I get anxious being in a crowd.
This continued on for several years. 
All their laughing, poking and jeers. 
Now I have grown up and I am an adult.
But their words still haunt me, like its my fault. 
When I meet new people, I wonder what they see.
Do they think I am fat, or are they judging me?
These feelings of insecurity started in first grade.
25 years later, they still haven't begun to fade.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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Brown Avatar
March 14, 2011 at 5:10 AM
Congratulations on your win Chris in Joe Flach's contest "Here Comes the Judge". Love, Carol
Pettit Avatar
March 13, 2011 at 7:47 PM
Congratulations on winning in the contest. Your approach was a bit different from the others, but it was a good one.
Mannan Avatar
March 11, 2011 at 7:48 PM
This one touched me deeply. many congrats for this win.
Sweetheart Avatar
March 11, 2011 at 12:43 PM
Congrats Chris on your fantastic win in Joe's cool contest luv.. enjoy with luv.. wonderful expressive write on the contest theme...
Haick Avatar
March 11, 2011 at 12:18 PM
Dear Matt, First of all my congratulations on this beauty and on the courage it took to face all the past. Just remember that your circumstance do not define you! You are unique, no matter what size you are. You may make changes if you know that it'll be better for you, but let it be for you, 'cause everyone gets laughed at no matter the size and either way, it hurts. Congratulations on your very fine win in Joe's contest! Always, Annalise
Taylor Avatar
March 11, 2011 at 11:39 AM
Congrats on a well written win, Chris. Nice going. Kudos. Ralph
Devonshire Avatar
March 11, 2011 at 10:57 AM
Children really can be mean, Chris, and their comments leave lasting scars. Well said! Congratulations on your win in Joe's contest. Love, Carolyn
A  Avatar
February 3, 2011 at 9:23 PM
NICE WAY TO EXPRESS WAYS OF LIFE.. ENJOYED~SKAT
Sweetheart Avatar
January 26, 2011 at 5:15 AM
Excellent entry Chris.. good luck in the contest for Drake's first ... luv the clarity and openess of your lines luv..
Johnson Avatar
January 25, 2011 at 4:14 PM
This is sad, but please let it go. Thoughtless children of the long ago, should not rule your life. I know this bullying is a big problem. We need to address it as you have in this thought provoking poem. Love, Joyce
Culverhouse Avatar
January 25, 2011 at 3:23 PM
It is ok....we are great no matter what others say....thought provoking write!!
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