Before I Ran Out of Blood

I've been writing countless poems all my life 
With tears as my medium, unpigmented ink
While sulked in the chair where you used to sit on
Words became traces of what was once an unbreakable link.

Done! But the final outputs turned out impalpable,
Unreadable, even my tear-stained eyes started to bleed
Half-crazy, miserable, palpitating over black coffee
How long have I been a prisoner of this cranky bed?

So, I tried to draw blood again from my pale wrists
And wrote my dreams on the coffee-smudged pad
Of you and me dancing under the pale moonlight
T'was but a vague dream, surreal but so sad!

As tears outlined my scrawny cheeks, I wrote this:
"I've been writing poems for you but,
Please read this before I run out of blood..."
My bad! No apologies, I know I've hurt you a lot.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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Romios Avatar
March 28, 2022 at 9:48 AM
Jessica! A mirror image poem for what many of us experience and tremendously well written. An amazingly relatable poem. Thank you. Panagiota
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September 26, 2022 at 8:16 AM
Thank you for always appreciating my poems.
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