Beam-Ends

Cristobal, so pink in your blue suit
Limbs flailing, condemned
You will grow so quick to learn
Vicarious loss and sorrow 

The light is now in the ground
We weep and gnash for love taken
The children’s pain a thin veil of my own

A pox, a pox on all the world 
But a savior
A mother without her children 
Children without their mother
My God what a tentative brace
We pray ‘’ballast our keel’’

When I look at Helen
With that very special stride
It’s quickness
I wonder where she has been
What brutal weight she must carry
Daughters become mothers
Where is the chance for them
Oh Helen of the slippery gait

My own life is a ship
Laid on its beams end
Coming very slowly
Up to the wind
As I contemplate chains and pens
Listening to thumps and laughter
She slides through to say
And to brighten my day
''Without a close eye 
The little lovelies will run wild
They just will''

With a bitter tear
I can but struggle
‘’Grasp the steer board’’
But none can guide our way
Save one
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Ermine Avatar
October 17, 2020 at 8:17 PM
Beldon, I find your seafaring trip quite captivating! First stanza all so unnervingly right. Terror of sea, our ever present risk of trouble. A poinant poem. Would love to know a fraction of your inspiration for it.
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October 17, 2020 at 9:32 PM
The two long stanzas were stream of consciousness. The beams end came from an episode of 'Elementary.' Helen sprang from watching an army of nurses coming on shift. They have a way of walking, most of the motion is below the knees.
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