Battle Scars

Here I am 
Still standing
This far

Could have given up
Waving white flag
Staying low

Bury myself
No one know
My existence

Too much 
Wires tangled up
In my mind
Broken fuse

No longer thinking straight
No words cannot escape
From my mouth

Even if I do
Judgemental gossips and stares
Making it worse

That is tragically sad
I say to myself
Helping myself is the pathway out

Every bit of energy 
Every bit of hope
Every bit of happiness

All I have
Practicing gratitute
Appreciating silence 
Taking the time
Focusing the important

Avoiding to overthink
Just give a go
Like it is my only shot in life
A fun one

With tears in my eyes
Aches in my heart
A step forward
All it takes
Looking ahead

Telling myself
It is okay
That is what humans have the ability to do

Not the best yet
But at least
It is better
Blessed with more
Than previously had before

I am not there yet
Not complaining
Because I am at better part of life
That makes me contented

© Sue Sanzz 2020
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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