Barely Living

you left and all I have are the memories all i have is what i wanted is this what i wanted is it what i deserved deep down i know the truth i know what i did was right or was it right was it really did he deserve what i did to him was i to harsh was i harsh enough do i miss him am i going to make it do i want to make it he was me i was he we were the hearts of each other we were what kept each other alive i need to go back but can i should i does he deserve me does he deserve the satisfaction no he should come for me i shouldnt be the one chasing everytime because of him i am barely living