Bard Barred Behind Unbreakable Bars

(thus, I revel to reveal more'n juiced poppycock perhaps casting impression, I hale from Mars, thus this wordsmith willfully exposes emotional scars.) Fear of challenging myself, and/or lack of where with all to confront psychological (dis) comfort zones, that passivity did veer really inadvertently, currently indirectly, galvanically charged as deaf fence sieve barrier and hermetically, inherently sealed (unclear) to me how to dispatch i.e. (muster) courage to tear down invisible barricade shuttering acute (oblique striated mein kampf existence), thee dulled eyes didst blankly stare, ring just beyond the impaled psyche liberation i.e. freedom rare rung only plaintively relished by this self condemned, cuz aye felt scared (to death) living, which may seem ***** nearly equivalent being solitarily confined, with absolute zero chance (on broken wing or prayer) life sentence, would NEVER be commuted, asper this outlier, and/or less prospect for parole never came near well nigh since birth (as this popping creaking, and crack ling body electric inexorably approaches LX orbitz around Earth) mere lee experienced his existence, not worth any king to leer not even worth Doppelganger to jeer only the hollow echo strictly I can only hear as an aging toothless grimacing crookedly raggedy man doth glare from cracked mirror, twill bid fare well to optimism - endear himself to forfeit any dare ring do only remaining holed up sitting against a hard backed chair reflecting on bleakly obtuse countless unmet dreams bare heft desolate freight tinned woes only thru limply lame poetry I can air.