Barbarously Mine
Barbarously mine
Broken enough
It hurts, it does.
Fearing no repairs,
Not making it abuzz.
Got a control over me,
In ways that can’t be explained.
Take a shot at it,
I’ve got nomore to be lost and nomore to be gained.
Even today your name sends a shiver down my spine
Even today I care for you like you’re all mine
Even today your each action affects
Even today there are some regrets
Even today your words bring me comfort
Even today with your one call I am up and forth
Even today I long, wait and desire for you
Even today my heart belongs to you
Even today after all this while your tenderness provides me warmth
Even today I want ,me and you, to us, to transform
Even today we’ve those distances and all those miles
Yet even today with all this charade you don’t fail to make me smile
Too demanding, too stressed
Lol, an overthinker I am I guess
Despite my heart atrociously been broken even today it calls out for you
Despite every nerve wrecking, every muscle pumping, every teeth clenching in my body, asking me to say no
I hate to admit you’re all that I think for.
Today I have the courage to say, yes I loved and yes I always will
Today I’ve got the courage to say you’re my happy pill
Today I’ve got the courage to say you’re the best decision I ever made
Even for the royal prince I’d never trade
Today I’ve the courage to say I’ll never fall in love with anyone but you
Today I’ve got the courage to say you’re my dream come true
Even today I’d never change a memory we shared
Even today I’d say I deeply care
You’re my guilty pleasure
You’re my source of happiness
A glimpse of joy, a beam of hope
An unblemished human, an impeccable soul
Not a day passed where I couldn’t find myself lurking down the memory lane
Hoping there’s something left and not everything’s in vain
Thinking of frivolously racing back
To my natural habitat.
Even today I hope, even today
Always and forever if I may.
^^^:>
Copyright © Krista Sehgal | Year Posted 2019
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