Barbarously Mine

Barbarously mine Broken enough It hurts, it does. Fearing no repairs, Not making it abuzz. Got a control over me, In ways that can’t be explained. Take a shot at it, I’ve got nomore to be lost and nomore to be gained. Even today your name sends a shiver down my spine Even today I care for you like you’re all mine Even today your each action affects Even today there are some regrets Even today your words bring me comfort Even today with your one call I am up and forth Even today I long, wait and desire for you Even today my heart belongs to you Even today after all this while your tenderness provides me warmth Even today I want ,me and you, to us, to transform Even today we’ve those distances and all those miles Yet even today with all this charade you don’t fail to make me smile Too demanding, too stressed Lol, an overthinker I am I guess Despite my heart atrociously been broken even today it calls out for you Despite every nerve wrecking, every muscle pumping, every teeth clenching in my body, asking me to say no I hate to admit you’re all that I think for. Today I have the courage to say, yes I loved and yes I always will Today I’ve got the courage to say you’re my happy pill Today I’ve got the courage to say you’re the best decision I ever made Even for the royal prince I’d never trade Today I’ve the courage to say I’ll never fall in love with anyone but you Today I’ve got the courage to say you’re my dream come true Even today I’d never change a memory we shared Even today I’d say I deeply care You’re my guilty pleasure You’re my source of happiness A glimpse of joy, a beam of hope An unblemished human, an impeccable soul Not a day passed where I couldn’t find myself lurking down the memory lane Hoping there’s something left and not everything’s in vain Thinking of frivolously racing back To my natural habitat. Even today I hope, even today Always and forever if I may. ^^^:>