Banging My Forehead Against the Bible

Banging my forehead against the Bible
 I don't want to blame nobody 
 I can't even blame myself 
 I hope God you hear my call
 but you never seem to be on time when I need you today God
Today I decided to put on the red lipstick and the red dress and stuck my
 leg out and let 10 men pulled up and do what they wanted
 I made 20,000 that night
 Yeah it hurt God
 But I called you and still no answer 
Again God you where late
 Thy shall not Prostitute
 One of your commands that's not listed for people to see
 Today I went to church and ask for help and they could not help
 Once again I called on you
and you still did not answer
 I even took the time to read the Bible 
 Still no answer from you
 I'am sitting here with 20,000 in my pocket
Today I decide to go get something to eat
 A lady approach me and said 
 Did your God help you yet
 That hurt God
 You could of warned me that she was going to say those harsh words
 So I left and ate dinner at another places
 Today I called on you again 
 and no answer 
 I waited waited and waited 
 for you to answer 
 So today I decide to become a drug dealer
 My first day I made 2,000
 The second day I made 5,000
 The third day I made 30,000 dollars
 I went to church on Fourth day and prayed 
 Again still no answer from you
I love you God even when you didn't answer
 I know you can also be a jealous God
 I just wanted tell you that  
there's no need to be jealous of me
because you are the one who made me
 In the Bible it states that you love all sinners
I have a question for you God
 Do you still love me
 Now that I'am a sinner

By; Shaniki Smith 
Date Written July 28, 2016
Released July 30, 2016
This poem is not about anyone or anybody
This poem should be read by those who are 21 age up...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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