Bad Days
I'm in a messed up kind of mood and it was one of
those days
Where I realize that I have no luck but in all the
worst ways
The husband that's never home, and the inlaws that
always are
What is family anyway, just people who will scar
It goes back to childhood really, I always just
came last
What am I really saying, that it goes back to my
past
But the truth of the matter is, I wasn't well liked
anyway
Always the second best and not first asked to play
Such a young age when I put the wall on my heart
Because of childhood lost and the family torn apart
Never wanting to learn, and not trying to succeed
But I played a good role at pretending to be happy
Just going day to day, living a crazy life
With every passing second just thinking I would die
All these bad things seemed to happen and I seemed to
only cry
Like I was born with too many feelings, and I had to
wonder why
Always seeming to suffer, and it gets so hard to live
Because the feelings that are lost, it makes me scared
to give
Maybe someone will notice, maybe they will see
That there really are some good pieces of me
Copyright © Julie Stephenson | Year Posted 2005
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