Awakened Tears

As I awaken tears spill from these eyes I question it all, please answer my why's? Stomach churning rolling like the sea No purpose no meaning no reason to be me. Trying hard to let it go and keep moving through But I am stuck scared frozen I thought u knew Can't swallow can't breathe can't move Nothing to show even less to prove No path lit bright for my feet to follow This morning as I awake I felt so hollow Empty purged from very deep All my confidence my courage all I could do was weep Blank after all the lessons and trials No sense in denying it nothing good comes from denials Wasted lost beaten at fates game Fate wins inevitably there's no one to Blame. This morning when most look forward to a bright shining day Tears spill from my soul for I have lost my way