At War With Myself

Fighting a battle that I may never win, Just seems to break me a little more with every breath I take in. There's a monster inside me that tries to pry it's way through and make me weak. No one really knows that it's help I seek. I can feel it clawing at my soul, breaking down the wall it's behind. I search for a path to get away from it, but it's just something I can't find. There's loved ones everywhere to help me, but I can't find the words to ask. I have to hide the tortuous pain and tears behind this treacherous mask. I fight to keep it all in, I fight to be the happy person I should be. I fight against it all because this isn't the person I want people to see.