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At Our Discretion

When I was 13 I was diagnosed with depression.
I had multiple therapy sessions.
Trying to find a solution at my discretion.
I was under such operation, 
Trying to tell my confessions. 
I was unconsciously being repressive, 
And trying not to be aggressive. 
Just wanted to find it without overexpressing.
But when my life is consequently depressing, 
I feel like I need to address it. 
I go to therapy to feel refreshing,
But end up with more stressing.
Consequences of my own actions
I need to stop surround myself with dissatisfaction 
And start finding the attraction.
I want to grow up and have a passion
But this world makes it so hard to feel a sense of compassion. 
Maybe I’m the problem 
And I need to find a solution. 
I want to be a part of this evolution. 
Be the contribution 
And find the solution.
Hopefully I have the attributions
And not being excluding. 
I’m just trying to find a conclusion
Before it all becomes confusing.
Let me stop here before I give the illusion 
That I'm trying to be substituting
I am grateful for all that had happened 
for it has made find some satisfaction
In conclusion, I just wanted to say stop all the confusion 
And stop with the illusions before some takes the dissatisfactions of their own actions 
And creates a distraction with different abreaction and interactions.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2022




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Date: 1/24/2022 10:28:00 AM
The easiest route is to stop trying to live up to the expectations of other people! You are unique - even if you have an identical twin! So pay attention to yourself and discover and develop what interests you! Clearly well-worn paths do not, so pioneer the adventure! Aloha!
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