At Mile Thirteen

The crowd is gone.
Even the banners have tumbled,
damp scraps collapse against fences,
glued there by storm and breath.

Here, at mile thirteen, 
the body speaks its own dialect:
ribs clattering like loose screen,
calves stuttering,
lungs threading sparks through the fabric
of my chest.

Still, I keep faith with motion.
Each footfall a defective prayer,
each muscle shivering,
but unwilling to betray me.

I remember the child I was,
running shoelaces through fields,
believing the world boundless,
believing endurance implied joy.

Now I know endurance
is the art of carrying grief
without letting it drown me.
It is learning to trust
that a horizon recedes
only to teach patience.

The audience disappears.
Even shadows seem to lag.
The only voice left
is the one I forge
between heartbeat and breath.

I do not race to conquer distance.
I race to prove
that I am still becoming
that even when torn open by fatigue,
the soul can strike a lantern
from pain.

And if the finish waits, let it wait.
Let it wait.
Here, in the thirteenth mile.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2025

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Kapoor Avatar
September 2, 2025 at 2:20 AM
What a beautiful poem dear friend Rowena. You have very nicely expressed the tiredness and body pain of a runner when he or she reaches mile thirteen and you have given a deep meaning to endurance. "believing endurance implied joy. Now I know endurance is the art of carrying grief without letting it drown me. It is learning to trust that a horizon recedes only to teach patience." I was a joy to read your inspiring poem. With best wishes always....Shubhkaamnaaen ...Ravindra
Velasco Avatar
September 2, 2025 at 3:00 AM
Thanks a lot, Ravindra! I’m really glad you enjoyed it.
Etgen-Baker Avatar
September 1, 2025 at 4:21 PM
Having been a former runner, your words spoke to me literally and metaphorically. I especially liked the 2d to the last verse...wise words! enjoy your evening, Sara
Velasco Avatar
September 2, 2025 at 2:57 AM
Thank you so much, Wishing you a lovely evening as well!
Manley Avatar
September 1, 2025 at 2:41 PM
Ah the true truth is.. it's not really over till you put it down. No matter what it is. Our will moves things, including our world. My poem "Land of If" is about that. Nice prose ! Nice to meet you! - Susan AKA Artimus
Velasco Avatar
September 1, 2025 at 3:55 PM
That’s beautifully said, Susan, our will truly does move things, even shape the world around us. I haven’t yet read your poem Land of If, but the title alone already feels full of promise and imagination—I’ll be sure to check it out!
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