At Last

Emptiness can hurt No one hears the silent screams Fighting for a way out A race to the dirt Surviving the dreams Destroyed without a doubt Does the sting ever leave Deeper longer each time Praying for it to stop to release No longer do I believe This life is not mine Cries echo in the night. A deep breath It's time No one to hear No one to interfer Nothing to fear I wish I wasnt here Before me the answer appears End this nightmare No longer do I care Happiness is a joker so beware Skin exposed bare Knife sharp enough to cut hair Another deep breath Eyes flow Why wasn't I enough for anyone Why am I the one always left alone Why couldn't plans be postponed Shouldn't they had known Another deep breath as he enters Finally my eyes rest upon the last one Death came to snicker Smiling down on me eyes glow as the lights flicker "No more will you have to bicker. Take it slow no rush I'll take you no quicker." He touches my bare arm and I watch amazed as it becomes slicker I thought Death would be cold but warmth then I realize and become sicker. It begins I close my eyes Deaths voice penetrates me. "Not so fast, slowly" "Can't you see" He points as I look I see my life oozing consistently I look up at Death he smiles again coldly. "Breathe for it's not yet time he says sickeningly. Another deep breath Not so deep this time I feel my heart beat slow it's racing pace I think of their face My babies.. oh sweet Grace.. What have I done what got me to this place.. Another shaky deep breath Knowing it won't be long My cries again echo throughout Please I want to stay they won't understand what this is about My vision blurs Another shallow breath Sight narrows I see blackness caving in Why did I have to be so broken Why could no one see why weren't their hearts open Finally my hearing starts to fade this is the end As if in a dream I see them I see my heart's my love I see I see the end.. Suicide is a final choice There's nothing past death you'll have no voice Don't be iffy make sure there's not even a small chance Because a decision once made... Allows Death to begin his dance...