April Fools Day

It is like my soul has been taken- And my smile, I am only faking- People who think they know me, sorry, you are sadly mistaken- I look strong, act strong, but inside I am slowly breaking.- My tears have multiplied- All I have done is cried- And once again I have fallen for another persons lies- My storm is pouring and I ask, when will it dry?- My pain has left me numb- Sitting here feeling very dumb- I once again look like a fool, all red in the face- What was the point of him making my heart race?- When now we are apart- All he did was shatter my heart- I am tired of peoples words- Stop wasting your breath, its just up in the air, froze- Everyone hated us together from the start- But ultimately, he stole and broke my heart- I defended him and always had his back- Now I feel like we are at war, and I am ready to attack- Sometimes I wish I could just go back- Never in my life have I felt so alone- Scars is all I have to show for being grown- Sitting here writting and not feeling much- Sick at the thought that I loved him so much- I dont want a hug, I dont want to be touched- I am all alone, thats no mystery- My life and eyes are filled with misery- I help everyone but cant seem to help myself- I have given so much, there is nothing left- I have lost way too much- And whatever I do is never enough- So I will just sit here- Praying a miracle will come here.-