Anger

Another day goes by Depression sets in No one knows or even cares I sit alone at a table Where my friends used to be They were the cause of my problem Nothing was a solution When I get away Ill start over A brand new me Im to ugly to see My skin is to pale for it to tan My eyes are a yucky blue Like the sky when it rains My hair is a yellow brown Alittle shorter than what used to be As I go through another day Depression sets in again My friend has new friends I’m no longer one I’m alone The room shifts to a dark corner Clasterphobic as I am I close my eyes and count to seven What my mom taught me when she locked me in the closet back then Count to seven and it will be gone You’d think id learn by now It does not work I am scared A fear that something is there to get me The walls get closer The floor caves in I fall into the basement Another dark room A fear of moving A scream from my mouth goes silent I wake up still in the small room I walk out After a while depression sets in The smell of blood lingers Im bleeding out of my nose All over the floor I mop it up I finally sit and listen to the music that made me The music that everyone said was like a god I think My mind travels far away Then I go I leave and ill never come back to this Messed up earth